Time is an illusion. The only time now .....is party time....

So, I must be out of my mind. I actually talked my dentist OUT of giving me more Loratabs yesterday. But, I guess I really don't need any more medicine. I have enough narcotics running through my blood to kill a bull elephant and I'm dead broke because of it. It has been a long time since I have been in such blinding pain, but I am on this super anti-biotic that is going to kick the shit out of my infection. SO FUCK YOU, BACTERIA! Then this morning I had to go have a cyst removed from my neck. I was freaking out for a while, thinking I had cancer, coming up with all these paranoid scenes in my head. I obviously have way too much time on my hands. But, yeah, needles in the neck SUCK. A lot. Other than that, it wasn't as bad as I had worked it up to be in my head.

Anyway, I'm kind of looking forward to this hurricane coming through tonight. Maybe I won't have to go to work...ahhh, like that's going to happen. It will take the wrath of God himself to stop Florida Today from getting their papers out. I have to stop sounding negative. I have been kinda happy lately, actually. I think it must be the prospect of trying to go back up to Tennessee next month to see my friends. I think about it a lot to preoccupy myself. I day dream about me and Chris traveling around the country and being vagabonds. I think that would be so much fun. My friend Jesse told me next summer I could stay with his daughter who lives outside of Boston, so I'm really excited to see if that actually happens too. I might finally get to spend some time up north again. Woot!

So yeah, off to go rummage for some hummus....